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HER MOTHER had been a Northerner slave; her father, a native
freeman, a wheelwright. When she was five years old they had died in a plague. She had
been transferred to the Pens and raised by her aunt. When she was fifteen her beauty had
attracted the Duke and he had installed her in the palace. There she gave birth to his two
sons, now ten and eleven, who would soon be taken away from her and raised in the Duke's
household as free and petted servants.
The Duke had married the present Duchess several years after
his liaison with Amra began and her jealousy had forced him to get rid of Amra. Back to
the Pens she had gone; perhaps the Duke had not been too sad to see her go, for living
with her was like living with a hurricane, and he liked peace and quiet too well.
Then, in accordance with the custom, she had been
recommended by the Duke to a visiting prince; the prince had overstayed his leave from his
native country because he hated to part with her, and the Duke had wanted to give her as a
present. But here he'd overstepped his legal authority. Slaves had certain rights. A woman
who had borne a citizen a child could not be shipped away or sold unless she gave her
permission. Amra didn't choose to go, so the sorrowing prince had gone home, though not
without leaving a memento of his visit behind him.
The captain of a ship had purchased her, but here again the
law came to her rescue. He could not take her out of the country, and she again refused to
leave. By now she had purchased several businesses--slaves were allowed to hold property
and even have slaves of their own--and she knew that her two boys by the Duke would be
valuable later on, when they'd go to live with him.
The temple sculptor had used her as his model for his great
marble statue of the goddess of Fertility. Well he might, for she was a magnificent
creature, a tall woman with long, richly auburn hair, a flawless skin, large russet brown
eyes, a mouth as red and ripe as a plum, breasts with which neither child nor lover could
find fault, a waist amazingly slender considering the rest of her curved body and her
fruitfulness. Her long legs would have looked good on an Earthwoman and were even more
outstanding among a population of club-ankled females.
There was more to her than beauty. She radiated a something
that struck every male at first sight; to Green she sometimes seemed to be a violent
physical event, perhaps even a principle of Nature herself.
There were times when Green felt proud because she had
picked him as her mate, chosen him when he was a newly imported slave who could say only a
few words in the highly irregular agglutinative tongue. But there were times when he felt
that she was too much for him, and those times had been getting too frequent lately.
Besides, he felt a pang whenever he saw their child, because he loved it and dreaded the
moment when he would have to leave it. As for deserting Amra, he wasn't sure how that
would make him feel. Undeniably, she did affect him, but then so did a blow in the teeth
or wine in the blood.
He got down out of the rickshaw, told the boy to wait, said,
"Hello, honey," and kissed her. He was glad she was a slave, because she didn't
wear a nose-ring. When he kissed the Duchess he was always annoyed by hers. She refused to
take it off when with him because that would put her on his level, and he mustn't ever
forget he was a slave. It was perfectly moral for her to take a bondsman as a lover but
not a freeman, and she was nothing if not moral.
Amra's return kiss was passionate, part of which was the
vigor of asperity. "You're not fooling me," she said. "You meant to ride
right by. Kiss the children! What's the matter, are you getting tired of me? You told me
you only accepted the Duchess's offer because it meant advancement, and you were afraid
that if you turned her down she'd find an excuse to kill you. Well, I believed
you--half-believed you, anyway. But I won't if you try sneaking by without seeing me.
What's the matter? Are you a man or not? Are you afraid to face a woman? Don't shake your
head. You're a liar! Don't forget to kiss Grizquetr; you know he's an affectionate boy and
worships you, and it's absurd to say that in your country grown men don't kiss boys that
old. You're not in your country--what a strange, frigid, loveless race must live
there--and even if you were you might overlook their customs to show some tenderness to
the boy. Come on back to our house and I'll bring up some of that wonderful Chalousma wine
that came in the other day out of the cellar----"
"What was a ship doing in your cellar?" he said,
and he whooped with laughter, "By all the gods, Amra, I know it's been two days since
I've seen you, but don't try to crowd forty-eight hours' conversation into ten minutes,
especially your kind of conversation. And quit scolding me in front of the children. You
know it's bad for them. They might pick up your attitude of contempt for the head of the
house."
"I? Contempt? Why, I worship the ground you walk on! I
tell them continually what a fine man you are, though it's rather hard to convince them
when you do show up and they see the truth. Still..."
There was only one way to handle her; that was to outtalk,
outshout, outact her. It was hard going, especially when he felt so tired, and when she
would not cooperate with him but would fight for precedence. The trouble was, she didn't
feel any respect for the man she could shut up, so it was absolutely necessary to dominate
her.
This he accomplished by giving her a big squeeze, causing
the baby to cry because she was pushed in too tightly between the two of them. Then while
Amra was trying to soothe the baby he began telling her what had happened at the palace.
She was silent, except for a sharply pointed question
interjected now and then, and she insisted upon hearing the details of everything that had
taken place--everything. He told her things that he would not have mentioned before
children--two years ago. But the extremely frank and uninhibited society of the slaves had
freed him of any such restraints.
They went inside Amra's house, through her offices, where
six of her clerks and secretaries worked, through the living rooms proper, and on into the
kitchen.
She rang a bell and told Inzax, a pretty little blonde, to
go into the cellar and bring up a quart of Chalousma. One of the clerks popped his head in
the kitchen door and told her that a Mr. Sheshyarvrenti, purser of an Andoonanarga vessel,
wanted to see her about the disposition of some rare birds that she had ordered seven
months before. He would deal with no one but her.
"Let him cool his heels for a while," she said.
The clerk gulped and his head disappeared.
Green took Paxi, his daughter, and played with her while
Amra poured their wine.
"This can go on only so long," she said. "I
love you, and I'm not getting the attention I'm accustomed to. You should find some
pretense to break off with the Duchess. I'm a vigorous woman who needs a lot of love. I
want you here."
Green had nothing to lose by agreeing with her, since he
planned to be leaving in a very short time. "You're right," he said. "I'll
tell her as soon as I think up a good excuse." He fingered his neck at the place
where a headsman's ax would come down. "It had better be a good one, though."
Amra seemed to glow all over with happiness. She held her
glass up and said, "Here's to the Duchess. May demons carry her off."
"You'd better be careful, saying that before the
children. You know that if they innocently repeated that to someone and it got back to the
Duchess you'd be burned in the next witchhunt."
"Not my children!" she scoffed. "They're too
clever. They take after their mother. They know when to keep their mouths shut."
Green gulped his wine and stood up. "I must go."
"You'll come home tonight? Surely the Duchess will let
you out one night a week?"
"Not one single night. And I can't come here this
evening because I'm to meet Miran the Merchant at the House of Equality. Business, you
know."
"Oh, I know! You'll dillydally about the whole matter,
and put off acting for one reason or another, and the first thing you know, years will go
by, and----"
"If this keeps up I'll be dead in six months," he
said. "I'm tired! I have to get some sleep."
She changed instantly from anger to sympathy. "Poor
dear, why don't you forget that appointment and sleep here until time to go back to the
castle? I'll send a messenger to Miran telling him you're sick."
"No, this is something I just can't pass by."
"What is it?"
"It's of such a nature that telling you, or anybody,
would spoil it."
"And just what could that be?" she demanded, angry
again. "It concerns some woman, I'll bet!"
"My problem is keeping away from you women, not getting
into more trouble. No, it's just that Miran has sworn me by all his gods to keep silent
and of course I couldn't think of breaking a vow."
"I know your opinion of our gods," she said.
"Well, go along with you! But I warn you, I'm an impatient woman; I'll give you a
week to work on the Duchess, then I'm launching an attack myself."
"That won't be necessary," he said. He kissed her
and the children and left. He congratulated himself on having delayed Amra that long. If
he couldn't carry out his scheme in a week he was lost, anyway. He'd have to walk away
from the city and out onto the Xurdimur, even if packs of wild dogs and man-eating grass
cats and cannibalistic men and God knew what else did roam the grassy plains.
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